Boo!

Time after Time. love this song!

Anyways i spent the whole morning and afternoon slacking and stoning! =D well kai wen kenrick fran and elliot came over to my place! went to swim! =D man they were playing stupid games in the pool! throwing sweets and using their toes to get it! IDIOTS! =D had a video of frans tongue lazy to post it! ah okay okay! FRANS TONGUE COMING UP! =D I LOVE CUPCAKE! ((:

MY SOFA! MUAHAHHAA

booo

Well hello everyone! hmmm went out last night to meet the dudes around 17 of us total! =D went to play lanterns and all. crazy shiats wahahahh they added some weird burning stuff that BOOMS when you pee on it! they were like Jared KEN GO PEE ON IT! =D man lol went to play CATCHING AFTER THAT OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! again! madness didt sleep.

Went home around 4 after a few drinks of ivans bacardi supreme! nice stuff well left my house at 7 to meet ken and cs for breakfast before TRYING OUT NEW WORK! well guess what its shitty had to walk under the hot sun looking for name cards to fill surveys bullshit or what. argh couldt take it! met kw and the others in town later on bout 15 of us! madness was zixiangs bday if im not wrong lol! STUPID ShIT! joey fought with simon over some stupid prank that wasnt caused by him. sigh wth man! BROS BEFORE PHONES! come on!

Well i dont know why elliot still doesnt believe that she is nice, sigh SHe was high so she just held kens hand to go for a walk. argh i dont know man but i dont think she would have done anything with him if he went. i hope... elliot! come on! trust me please! (: sigh i mean like she reminds me alot of alex maybe even more and better. well seriously if i get played or whatever its sure to happen. i hope not, yes elliot i know im digging my own grave but i think its worth it! well i may not even get a chance>SOOOOOO MANY GUYS! argh well i shall just hope for the best! and elli! i need your supportttt!

Yet another wonderful day!

Well today! (: was yet another seriously nice day! =D went to meet verena banana! =D even though i only met her for a short while! i enjoyed myself! (: hopefully she did! heh! anyways came back home early! then went out to meet THE PEEPS! AARRGHH FUCKING ANGRY LUH! made me walk in cirles twice around the fucking secluded park! ANYWAYS WOW WE HAD like 15 over of us! whee fun! ivan brought some alcohol! wow! ncieto! =D PICTURES OF BANANA!

Look what she did to my hand!

HIGHWAY BLUES

Well the highway is where we ended up, gahahaha didt have many drinks though! argh well of most of em kept telling me this and that. about ya da ya da. but sigh you guys gotta change that perception, she can change! (: well that night seemed super lonely for me, everyone either had some girl with them or busy on the phone or text, i just stared at my lifeless unvibrating hone): booo! well she is at work now, workmates keeep hitting on her, actually thats almost everywhere i dont know how long i can keep up with that. ):

can you see the star, was the brightest that night.

Sup

Well guys seems like cupcake is a lil down today, hmmm sigh she got some recollection of some happy memories with some other dude i guess! well hmmm thats something that i cant change, well it makes me sad too. well sigh, bestie ellio is down too! i have no idea why! okay just called him well DUDE TRUST ME ON THIS ONE PLEASE!! she is not what you think she is! argh whats the world coming to. sigh things arent going well again. sigh ): wellwecantjustcoverourfacesandhidefromproblems

im such an idiot

well didt sleep sleep a wink since just now.. argh my eyes are burning. well guys im sorry about the previous post. i wasnt thinking well my heads in a whirl. i think im too sensitive i still thank kw ken for trying to help me let go but i cant.. well hmmm no more sad shit anymore yo. i cant walk properly i got cuts from the bottom of my feet to my knees hahaha quite cool though. damn my ankles are dead. super painful when i walk. dont think i can do sports for awhile

Well okay this is the good part about yesterday.. hmmm verena friends are nice people all of em. and im sorry dan for you know. well i dont think they will ever wanna hang out ever again cos imma jinx to new dudes. well anyways they are nice (: and im still in love with cupcake not gonna change anymore. i dont care about whatever she is inside flirty or not, i cant give up. she just another alexandra something that i feel deep inside of me.

*cheerios*

it hurts more on the inside, than scabs and stupid wounds.

im a fucking jinx, met some new dudes and i caused him to fall and bleed and had to go hospital and all, wtf man! i just met them for the first time. wow whee. and why isnt that not bad enough. i still had to see some shit. argh i mean like i thought she was some decent whatever well maybe im sensitive or shit... but kw and the rest felt it too, i mean if i just felt that way im alright with it but if my best bros tell me that they feel uncomfortable im speechless. omfg. argh i have nothing to say man. i really thought she was nice and all. maybe she did give me a hint to give up. she was like well im not gonna let him down. whoever that is. marc or whatever fuck. anyways argh i dont know man. i actually really fell for her. i mean if i wanted to go out and play and fuck around, i mean i would have done it. argh sigh. maybe i'll just stay silent maybe im just thinking too much. well i'll wait i guess for Cup.... sucha loser.
sigh cant sleeeep at all. FUCK
man so this proves that not everytime seeing is believing im sick of finding nice characters it just dont go wow 10 flings plus ya da ya da she had. cant be that whatever man. fuck sigh im blinded once again. and guys i wasnt drunk at all just needed to high myself up a little so i can do stupid things and forget stuff. jumping off the stairs felt good cos for a brief moment i got my mind off this shit, but the moment i land i think about it again. sigh well i dont know if she had someone in mind i mean at least tell me something. not like just say it out last night, i still dont get that part and i need to find out soon. man i have a feelin i will still like her. argh zzzzzzzz. well actually i do. la la laa loser. whateveri

argh anyways elliot congrats keep up the good work man! (:

hmmm

oh well, today will be just another boring day... and hmm... cupcake is gonna go drinking today again, sigh hope that 'MARC' dude takes care of her and not hmm you know. fuck it. i got no right to be concerned anyway. she's gonna have fun pretty much sure of it. well she kinda gave a hint that i should piss off. yeap i was like wow your expectations are so high, im so far from it, she was like yeah. wtf man this sucks! anyways all the best to your days guys! (: im sure its gonna be better than mine anoymous please own up. i gotta learn how to sweep her off her feet LOL thats all yo! damnit im sick ):

Time for changes yo!

Hmmm well today went down to beauty world to meet my peeeeps! (: best of the best! and well. sigh i dont know about her though,wtf man! argh she always has nothing much to say ): like ending stuff with oh okay, yeah, ummm gtg, brb, or the rest is just answering my questions, ARGH. im gonna persevere before i fall for alexandra again. which will definitely be proved in vain again. well maybe this one too, she wont give a chance, a hoot, whatever. sigh grrr i'll just wait! for cupcake! (: decided i have! elliot/sinhwa you should consider that too! come on dude! and go with me to the party please! (:

*CHEERS*

(:

well! (: today was nicest! in a very long time! BUT guys you guys are fun too! (: hmmm no photos can be shown im so sorry, due to some PROBLEM WITH uh hmm! =D but sigh, im such a boring person, must have bored ...... to death!~ ARGHHGHGHGH! anyways yea! i think i found my cupcake =D MMMM Thanks for the weeeeird whisky! argh =D man oh man! i hope there is a next time! anyways cheeers guys(:

*CHEERIOS*

IM HOME!

Well hello!

Today was a magnificent morning! my bros are back from genting! =D and they brought little fags! =D but anyways heh good to ssee them back! Missed them badly! Hmmm well i got to talk to uh hm on the phone! and wow cute strong voice! her spoken english is good! i have a hard time communicating to chinese speaking peeps! so. mmm yeah for the first time she is starting to like care more, but hopefully that lasts. gaha hmm man im super happy =D but ahh who knows the next minute poof, everything goes just like russie warned. but im not gonna believe that! Well just got back from pool and lan! =D tired! cabbed back $$ just keeps flying! heh yeah!

I love that cupcake =D okie ciaos peeps! (:

hello peepies

YAY the dudes are back today! coming at 11 woo hoo! hmmm yay i finally getting some hang out time with her =D MUAHAAHAHH! anyways she said i'll have to wait, so i'll wait and wait and wait wait wait wait wait! well something isnt right, sigh i hate it when i get this feeling. but its aite, i can hold. man i think i dont stand a chance, suitors is one thing she has, damnit, well grrr I MISS YOU GUYS! KENRICK KAIWEN! and i hope you guys bought me fags! LOL ((: my work place dudes are crazy! keep saying that i look like some dude which sounds like a fruit wam lee hom! wwth man!!! grr thats all (:

CIAOS!

Sigh

Man.

well what should i do hur. fuck. i think i really like her. but i just dont wanna be another of her toys. and i dont even know whether she is clean or what. FUCK. and argh. bahaaha. sigh. she isnt flirt and all i can see. but she parties so much. argh i dont know, she doesnt like someone to be like over caring or too attached, yeah but by then you'll lose her right? fuck this shit man. sigh maybe party girls are just too wild for me. but seriously i already like her. and i dont mind getting played. being single all these years really had been sucky, seeing my friends enjoying life and all =D maybe its just not for me yo

Whats that coming over the hill?

Man oh man!

YUCK FOU. sigh. man oh man this is shitty yo. ): i thought that she was nice. but sigh. i'll still think it that way. hopefully it wont turn out to be what ive heard yo. well. she doesnt know of my blog either so yeah. pfft. man this fucking sucks. argh. MY BROTHERS GIVE ME YOUR ADVISE. it is greatly needed. KAIWEN KENRICK FRAN POHWEI I MISS YOU GUYS even though its only been today since you guys left. FUCK THIS SHIT. i'll just go with my heart. if i get played. fuck that. love is blind people. and ive always been blinded. GRR OH MY SHITTY ASSHOLE!@$$@$@#

just came back from some drinking sessions yo. vodka bacardi WINE WTF! =D and more . bah should have taken more if i knew i was gonna hear this shiat! BOOOOOO FARKING HELL THE DEVIL SUCKS! ): sigh sigh sigh

FLUCK THIS!

MAN oh man!

i just wasted another chance to go out with muaahah. sigh sigh sigh. it seems also that she does not visit my blog! so yeah all my fellow brothers who frequent this blog you will be updated! (: all my other stalkers can piss off! thank you. grrr work sucks man. always in the way of things. argh. FUCK EVERYTHING.

Her smile just melts me, again and again ten-fold

To the death

fuck!

Am i not good enough a boy. im doing so good stuff already, unlike others yo. and my fucking parents dont even understand. well fuck it. im gonna lose myself from now onwards, fuck house rules , fuck shit. FUCK IT! Why cant they even allow me to go fucking cycling! wth man grrr at least i got to hang out a lil. wooo customs police all looking for us! FUCK THEM! argh.

when all seems to be lost, hah! she always brightens up my day. sigh i dont think i'll fit her bill. damn. why did i ever have to live man. can some bolt or piano just drop on me as soon as possible. i'll thank the person! (: ciaos

Hell of a time guys. was meant for someone though. thanks anyways!

GAHA

Well damnit. didt get to meet uh hmm. maybe mr jared is gonna get the kick at the ass again. shoo him off or something. well dang. i dont know. doubt she'll ever like me.

Anyway yall had a blast with my bros just came back and its like morning. gahahaa had great time doing stupid stuff. check out the videos at the btm. boo .. hmm and here are some pics!

EMO SHOT! =D he is defintely staring at my boobs! selling myself cheap! real cheap

WEll the rest will be on friendster! =D thats all folks CHECK OUT THE VIDEOS AT THE BTM!

haw haw haw

Well todays happy day becomes another sad and boring day.. pifft.. gaha. i knew my life has nothing interesting to live for.. anyways ive got my bros. aite. shall update soon hopefully. geez. off to meet no one.

maybe its you

Hello!

Well this will be weds update as well as yesterdays!
Heh nothing much on weds though, had soccer in the afternoon with the boys at my place... some of my other friends friend played damn dirty wth man... gave kw a sprained his ankle one wanted to flip cs and lots more.. what fags.. gah. met up with them at around 2am later on wanted to have supper and all... then headed for catching.. Well along the way, we got stopped by a partol car! FK! and one of us had to run off cos he is still like on probation! bah got as detained for qquite a long time.. keep getting threatened to bring us back. dumb police..

Thursday. hmmmm well even though i played catching till like 7am i had only 2 hours of sleep.. sucks! argh and i had to meet all of em at 4 in holland.. booo well after meeting we chilled there till about like 9 plus then headed to velvet dragon.. got in around 11.. hmm. only danced for awhile.. totally sucked with all the twits and gropers.. Well at least in all the mess and in all the crowd i met verena (:

DEAD BEAT GUYS

Hello

Well guys i just came back from work! and im freaking shagged... bah.. carried plates here and there poured drink ya da ya da ya... fked up shiat.. anyways gonna play catching TONIGHT! wahahhaa pooots! man the customers are sickos yo... kept flirting with me ... eww and they are old.. kept saying i look like wam lim hom some rapper or something what the hell.. LOL and i cant serve noodles for nuts! booo ya! XD

OH AND PLEASE SEND ME YOUR NUMBERS WITH YOUR NAME LOST ALL CONTACTS YO! SORRY AH! =D CIAOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOMO THURS!