hey ho yo

well, today had a chat session with my cousin nat. well she told me a lot of things that made sense. well i guess maybe she just doesnt like mixed school boys or dumb people like me. so well, i will carry on trying to forget her. which is utterly impossible i can guarantee. nothing can ever cahnge how much i love her, you know how much it pains me to see the photos she has with eka, i know im crazy but i have been checking out his profile, so close and she said it was a nono, *joke* well since she prefers AcsI dudes, rich, hot whatever you name they have it. so what can i do right. well i got nothing to say. My usual image i had of her is shattered, now its bad. well wooo, maybe she also thinks im some gangster just because i get angry fast.well im not i dont even get into fights often unless i really have to. well who cares acsi to her is everything, she dont give shit about aes boy. im just a toy. fcuk well this few nights mmm 2 to be exact i cant sleep i keep tossing and turning keep thinking about her. wth man! i hate this feeling the thought of her being around you know whos! well who am i to care for her right. she is enjoying herself, so what can i do.

THANKS Nat
Julia
AND ALL ELSE! (:

i know im being played around in the mind, well im sorry i dont mind. 7 years dont matter a thing. just like tim said LOL joker bitches they come they go.. but she isnt. she is one in a million i tell ya ): well she only likes all boys school ones so all the best to them.

OH yeah, thanks alexandra for the point , i get it now, hmmm since you always stop replying half way. well she told me eka was a bigg nono right, hmmm but she replies him. on the other hand she doesnt reply me which means im a even bigger nono. wow! thanks.

I JUST REALISED HOW BIG A LOSER I AM!