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just came back from a swim with the dudes! well im feeling pretty down now, just because she is going out with some hot dude,car everything ..well she always says she wont do anything.i know she wont i think but i dont know why im like this... well one that isnt jealous isnt in love. but i cant take it. she isnt even replying man. wth. maybe he is just too entertaining. unlike when she is with me she keeps looking at the phone. sigh.. oh okay update 11.48 pm he likes her too! woo good game for me. well he has everything. and she is out so late, some good friend im sure FUCK. anyway i shall just shut up. do nothing. sigh FUCK IM GOING OUT NOW BYE

Well i recieved a call from some unknown girl, saying she is from mass com np lol some d.. course dont know what cant remember well. the dudes told me its a prank so well im just gonna play along. she asked me out. well she didt even tell me her name. so i wanna see who the fuck is playing games. im sick and tired of everything. argh gonna sneak out and meet the dudes.. hopefully we can grab a few drinks i need it badly. aite thats all): its a sad sad day