i cant do it

well! hmm was able to txt her(cupcake) today, for awhile to be exact before she stopped replying again! ): better than nothing though, anyways i think its gonna be quite hard to make her like me, so i've to try my best to make her think that i gave up. so when she gets together with christian or whoever she wont feel guilty at all. so many guys for her so many choices. im nothing but a line. boring day again today. sigh well some weird person added me on msn saying she is my stalker some sijia person. knew alot about me. lol but when i asked her who she is she kept saying not now not yet. damn irritating. rar! always the wrong people coming to me. not the one that i want ):