just call out my name i'll be there

this is getting suckier and suckier everyday, well i asked her out like last week for a movie haahah she said she is working well she went to watch one last night, 2 movies well till damn late in the morning with! i dont know who the fuck he is. well i have no right to care. and well i think she txts me just because she is bored, well maybe christian is busy in school or guy B has soccer training so to pass time maybe i'll msg the idiot. fuck, suka suka msg me suka suka dont reply.i'd rather her dont msg me at all.even though it makes me really happy sigh wow! i mean if she is gonna be working or go out with some dude at least just say bye la wtf just dont reply nice of her.lol and i thought she was a really decent girl last time. ho ho ho. thanks alot. hahaha maybe im not even worthy to call myself a substitute in front of her. maybe just a stalker yeah a stalker. well i dont know why the fuck i like her man. im wondering now. i mean lol i got so many choices. my fucked up heart always chooses the wrong ones well. getting used to it 2nd girl now. woo well i just love her too much hopefully something will come to. sigh hmm guess im just not worthy enough to go out with her anymore im like too lousy compared to the other guys. hahah well i dont care anymore man.you can blame me for being sensitive being a fucked up jerk or whatever. (: or too demanding or clingy! hahah you are right! elliot you are right too! (:

well today spent the afternoon with the family went shopping at esprit bought a few shirts, caught ballsoffury lol funny show maggie q is frreaking hot. her ass is perfect =D lol well guys dont get that lucky in singapore. sigh. oh and balls of fury was one of the shows i wanted to watch with her. but then again with someone else! well i dont know why i dont know what she is doing. so i shall just fucking try to relax and fag my life away (: cheers dudes

cupcake (: its good that she didt find this blog elliot chill (:
i wanted to so much to bring her food, she just shoos me off all the time. well maybe the hotter guys brought her stuff already. christian. fucking starting to hate that name