Thursday, October 11, 2007

fags and booze they'll never let you snooze

hello.well today woke up went to town. aite hmmm went to buy tickets at cine. for resident evil.. well after getting the tickets, walked off with kenrick first to go grab a bite. and guess what, i saw cupcake (: sigh. my heart raced and its like the whole world stopped moving.. hahah to her its like nothing. well after that i have no idea why i felt so down.. didt have the mood to do anything. rar. went to hunt for jobs after that for the boys. well someone wrote at the religion section this. CHATOLIC! =D lol damn cute catholic?!?!?

haa the night before talked to Alexandra like after how many months yo. well seems like she has been fine. and its been a long time since ive seen her. well yeah she told me she may not be going US so wow. yeah lose something, something else may come back but well i'd very much still prefer to stay cupcake but hahahahahh she doesnt give a hoot. she doesnt even talk to me. well it would be a bloody miracle if she does. how much i yearn to send her a message or msn her but haha it'll all be in vain 3-4 short texts and no reply. how enjoyable right. anyways when im sad i always do the same things. i'll be quiet thats all. but i got my bros with me and the $11.20 friends who will always be there. lol argh im going broke on them

hmmm ALSO THE that night had to call joy and sing her to sleep. ended up telling bedtime stories to her and her younger sister. chat chat chat till like 3 am plus plus plus. i think i sounded real bad! well thats all. ARGH I CANT SEE MY OWN BLOG ITS LIKE CLASSIFIED UNDER ADULT NO IDEA WHY! SINGNET SHIT! ): anyways i have this slight chance of going back indonesia. parents say i have to go! like 100% during the break. hope its not permanant yo ):

cupcake<3

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